My Season of Self-Examination.
Every single day, it's been bothering me / man, it doesn't take much to see the wrong in my deeds / I know some folks with every reason not to roll with me / and I'm known by folks who're better off not knowing me / homie, see / I made so many mistakes / I've been fake / I live ways / that I'm so ashamed of it's insane / how innate it is and I ain't trying to get your pity / nah, I'm just admitting that I've sinned against so many - gosh / I've hurt and I've abused all the people that been good to me / and yeah, I've been the selfish boy that I shouldn't be / and underneath / all the teaching and the leading / I've been treating all these people like the opposite that Jesus would / even though I say I love you, yo you know its not true / 'cause love ain't arrogant, and it's surely not rude / so I apologize, this is probably wrote to you / 'cause I'm confident I've wronged everyone I've spoken to
Who am I? / O, I'm just a sinner / but I'm saved by his grace for these mistakes I've made / if I could I would take back all my wrongs / Who am I? / O, I'm just a sinner, but I'm saved by his grace for these mistakes I've made / I'm changed / so I pray you'd forgive me
Yeah I know we reconciled, but I never really got to apologize / for all the pity, all the selfishness and all the lies / and all the times / man, no I didn't lead you right / only seeing you as a means to feed my appetite / and I'm sorry for the many ways I used you / you were so gracious to me, but I abused you / and yeah, I did it to my best friends / I ain't got no more and that's the consequence of this sin / I can't deny it / they're reminders of my past / yeah, this aftermath can grab and reenact how I was wack / I still am, forgive me, I ain't know what I was doing / I know that don't excuse me but times passed and I grew, man / I'm human / so yeah, I know I left wounds / 'cause my natural inclination man, it ain't to help you / so I apologize, this is probably wrote to you / 'cause I'm confident I've wronged everyone I've spoken to
And to my brothers who've been keeping me accountable / I apologize for all the sin I ain't point out in you / I'm sorry for not helping, not calling, nor praying / and I wish I could repay all of your time that I wasted / and to the others, yo, I'm sorry if I used you / and to my peers I'm sorry if I chucked deuces, dude / I ain't mean to come off like I think I'm holier / and I'm sorry to the people I left feeling lonelier / I'm only here / because of God and you all / and against y'all and God, ah, I often tend to fall / and all in all / I'm just a sinner whose been saved by grace / 'cause if it was up to how I live I would pave the way / for my own destruction, I'd be on my way to hell / 'cause I ain't got the righteousness it takes to save myself / so I apologize, this is probably wrote to you / 'cause I'm confident I've wronged everyone I've spoken to
from Seasoned Vol. 1
released March 19, 2013
Written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Kaptivated.
Chorus written and performed by Valerie Chang.
Produced by PRo.
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